Who am I?
Hi there,
I am so happy to meet you! Thank you for choosing to connect with me and I welcome you to my world!
My name is Zanayda, I am an old soul and in my journey so far, I have encountered many struggles and challenges, until I understood that it was never about the outside world but the inside world … me, my soul … and that every person that I interacted with, and every experience was just a reflection of my inner experience, helping me to integrate parts of me.
As a feminine, I have always loved to give, especially love … but been raised by a family with generational self-hate history and very low energy, all of my gifts seems more like my curses. There are only two ways to survive as a child, in such an environment: to keep giving ’till they suck the life out of you or to become like them. All their efforts have always been to keep them and me also as far away from love as possible, since for them love is the painful and impossible thing to experience and fear being predominant. Actually It is not even their fault, this is the general collective program based on fear, criticism, perfectionism, competition, ego based and lack mentality. One of harest lessons as an empath as well has been to not give to the extend of sacrificing myself… because there is no real love without self love.
Yes, I have been placed by the Divine, with my consent as a soul, in one of the most hurt family lines, since there was time for someone to break the generational patterns of self-hate and lack of love, for the ones to come in the line. That person is me, but I chose that not only just to help them, but for me as well, for my soul evolution. Everyone deserves love!
As a lightworker my mission in this lifetime is to help humanity by channeling universal energy and wisdom for the highest good of all beings. During my time in this realm, I am striving to transcend my ego and commit fully to serving others with love and compassion, by loving myself and being an inspiration and guidance for others.
As a Twinflame, I am working on remembering who I am and stripping myself of all false identities and stepping out of the realities of those in the family I grew up in, which are not authentic and do not belong to me. My love for them is still just as great but from a distance, because true love is the love in me and for myself, therefore with my twin soul, my other self. I did not choose this family out of brevity or to hurt myself, but because my divine soul already knew that in this life I would be reunited with my other self and therefore, before this happened, some karma had to be burned.
It took me some years to understand that all I have to do is to surrender and have faith in the Divine and in Love. We are all love. … everyone has the best intentions, and they are doing the best they can in every moment, even if it doesn’t always seem that way. Move into compassion and develop a greater understanding – this will elevate your spirit and connection to love. … encourages people to offer care, forgiveness and compassion to themselves and others. Compassion is about recognizing the spirit in others; it’s about seeing that they come from the same source as you do.
The High Priestess is my favorite feminine character in the Tarot, and I am feeling myself one with her nowadays. She is a woman of mystery, associated with the moon, which shows that she is highly intuitive and has a deep connection with the feminine side of the universe. She has an innate understanding of its workings and an ability to see both sides of a story.
